The Emerald Girl

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Sunday, November 29, 2015

How to embrace motherhood

If anyone knows the magic answer, please do let me know.

I suck at life.

In summary, and not to rehash what I may have already written about, I have been staying at home after the birth of my last baby about 6 months ago. I did not anticipate staying at home full time. I'm bored out of my mind most days. Slightly depressed (I'm hoping a lot of it is still just postpartum stuff and will go away). I have no idea what to do everyday so I do nothing except usually dishes and picking up the house. Combined, I am angry and easily angered and impatient. It is straight up ugly. Writing these words are nasty. Makes me feel even more depressed about the type of person I have become. So....

I found this lovely blogger on Instagram. Love Taza. Don't know anything about her and I haven't even started reading her blog but it's popular so it might be good and her about me section said she was all about family and embracing motherhood. I subscribed via bloglovin immediately.

I would like to be filled with all joy and peace but it's hard and I don't know how.

If I'm going to waste away in front of the computer all day, I'd at least like to be doing something productive like editing photos and designing our yearly family albums or writing or trying to figure out how to make our yearly family video using all the videos we capture with our iPhones.


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